Destroy Me

Sometimes I wish I could just be naïve



Only knowing the sum of all the parts that make me, me


And never knowing all of the parts of my summation


Maybe then I could let go of my outlandish ideations






I wish I could kill the parts of me that think individually


I wish I could consolidate all that I am indefinitely


I wish I could trap myself so that I could be free






I consist of the fullest empty you will ever see


Drink me


Each drop will taste different from those of the past


Go ahead, fill up your glass


Use me, I am made to last


Treat me bad; give me a part of your half






Abuse me; act like you love me


Teach me about lies; teach me about deceit


Show me all of the things I never wanted to see


Break me down; make me weak


Convince me; make me believe


Tell me things, so that I’ll never leave






Then when you are done, destroy me again


Break my heart, you know I can mend


I am used to picking up the pieces of all my parts by now


I have you to thank for showing me how